December 2009
180 posts
Where the fuck did this bad mood come from?
I was happy before, now all of a sudden, I feel all fucking depressed :l and I feel all… annoyed? at katie.
I feel like such a fucking bitch. she hasn’t done anything at the moment! and here I am pissed off at her.
what the fuck is wrong with me?
why do I get so depressed randomly every day?
i just want to be able to sit down and have a...
It's Getting Too Much.
silentcries:
painfullove:
Seriously. You need to stop. She has cried. Yeah, shes made you cry too, But calling her; slut, whore and bitch?
It’s jealousy.
Shouldnt he be able to speak to whoever he wants? It’s the only way he’ll actually know, That he is able to like you, And still talk to her.
She talks to other guys. So do you. I do too. But, it’s getting abit over the top.
She’s made her...
I'm so sick of watching all the minutes go past as...
i don't know what to do.
i don’t know what to say…
I don’t know whether i’m worth anything…
i don’t know whether anyone will love me…
i don’t know whether anyone appreciates me…
i don’t know what i want to do when i grow up…
i don’t know whether i hate that person or not…
of course i don’t know what to do…
i’m a child.
a simple child.
I'm going through this time right now,
silentcries:
where i have absolutely no idea what i want. about anything.
I dont know what I want to do when I’m older. how i want to act at school, as in whether i like mesing up or if i want to be good and just focus on my work, Whether I’m ready for a boyfriend or not, I suppose that doesnt really matter if i was though cause thats not gonna happen anytime soon, I dont know whether I want to...
“No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed...”
I am secretly afraid that I will always be waiting...
I'm tired of being the one chasing. I don't want...
It makes me happy when you log on and initiate the...
I don't want you to leave.
Sometimes i wonder why i can't just be happy with...
Do you really want to love me?
I can't stand another fight.
But I somehow always seem to start them.
When we watched Metro Station and they played that...
i figured i made a tumblr to escape reality. it...
“You can never tell what people are thinking and feeling unless they tell you,...”
“Moving on isn’t hard, it’s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.”
“You are weak when you lie because you aren’t strong enough to face the truth.”
i feel bi-polar
silentcries:
mysecretescape:
i don’t know i go from random highs to lows. right now i feel like crying my eyes out.
I feel the exact same way. the whole being bi-polar AND crying my eyes out right now. It’s pre weird.
Even though my heart Is telling me to stay, Begging me to stay My self-respect is telling me I gotta walk away
Sometimes, all I want is what’s best for you. Then at other times, I want you to be next me. Like you’re supposed to be. But who am I to say that here is where you are supposed to be. I wish you would find out for yourself. I can’t go through this anymore. I say the most genuine things to you. All the time. What I do or feel is never enough. Could you imagine how badly that hurts? And yet I still...
i hate it when people tell you to stop believing...
i dont know why i'm making you such a big deal.
but for some reason you just are, i barely even know you and you are. i dont do this often for some stupid reason.
I take it back. Maybe I don’t want to be in love.
on the eighth day, god created athiests.
the world thinks one of two things about teenagers;
that we’re too young to have dreams
or that we’re too old to believe them.
3 things.
We’re too useless to pursue any of them.
everytime;
every time my heart is finally completely sure about a person they have already given up on me. its pretty funny and pretty sad at the same time
I'm still trying to not mess up;
But I seem to be failing pretty badly at that.
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall.
“Pretending to be someone your not is a waste of the person you are.”
If you got something to say, say it to me, not...
When I wake up, you're never there, and when I'm...
Until someday, I'll be waiting for an answer, and...
And I'm losing my sense of wrong and right.
And I think you should know this; You deserve much better then me.
